there are some things
i wish i could forget.

there are some things
i wish i could recollect.

there are some sights
i wish i didn't see.

there are some sounds
i wish i didn't hear.

there are some experiences
that affected me deeply.

so deep,
so deep that i can't sleep.

it has affected me so much.
so much,
that it has left me unable
to separate

facts from fiction,

strangers from enemies,

different identities.